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Making Waves: Chapter 1 – What the hell do I want?

Yep. I’m trying to be a success:  financially, physically and personally. Who isn’t? But my twist: I am going to chart and record my progress for the world to criticize and critique both constructively and antagonistically.

This is the first installment of Making Waves.SALE (2)

What I’m working with:

  • I am a 24 year old female from southern California
  • I live with my amazing boyfriend of 2 years our 3 rambunctious dogs in a modest rental apartment where we at times struggle to make ends meet
  • I currently work for a recoverable material firm as a account manager full-time and moonlight as a fantastically disturbed blogger here on Mermaid Manifest
  • My boyfriend and I are currently in the process of transferring from Metro Atlanta to the South Florida area to be closer to friends and family
  •  I have lived all over the country and even did a 2 year long “sabbatical” in Buenos Aires, Argentina at the age of 19
  • I am passionate, innovative, energetic and multilingual
  • I am a great writer, advocate and daydreamer

So, What the hell do I want?

Financial Success:

I want to have a career that encourages me to use my out-of-the-box thought process and my energizing communication skills. I want to reinvigorate traditional and develop fresh solutions to conventional problems. I want to use my writing and get my reader’s adventurous and creative juices flowing.

All of that with a salary and benefits to be able to support my future family, their dreams, our adventures  and our home right near a beach. No specific dollar amounts or exuberant luxuries necessary.

Physical:

I want to feel sexy, confident and healthy: whatever number on the scale/ dress size reflects that. I want to be able to exercise daily and not feel that it is a chore, but a wonderful part of my day especially dedicated to me. I want to eat healthfully, but be able to enjoy the food that I crave without feeling regret.

Personal:

I want a loving marriage, healthy children and for my family to feel happy, safe and supported every day of their lives. I want to be able to accept the missteps in my past and grow to love myself for who I am, scars and all. I want to learn that I am my biggest obstacle. I want to stop telling myself, “no”.

Tomorrow, I am going to make my first financial wave. This will involve fleshing out a game plan and keeping myself accountable by updating this site weekly with my progress towards the goals outlined above.  I will probably fall flat on my face a couple times, it could be strangely thrilling to watch me flat out fail. Or things could get really scary when I find success and freeze because I am an anxiety ridden dolt… Stay tuned!